Now if my tears fall, I'm lost but I don't get it
I seen it too often, I'm falling from the beginning
Wishin' I can breeze off my life, but it ain't finished
And if you lean on me, I'll rock till I'm remembered
Pissed off, this evil see for the season
Pill poppin' animal and my girl is a heathen
I've been in my head too long, It's still grieving
Can't enable story, my brother done did me greasy
Blind but hope you see me
Used to pop pills, sip drank up on your TV
Bumpin' Carter 3, I just wanna be like Wheezy
You can count me out but my pockets, you'll never reach me, yeah
Hate this ship up on my shoulder, but it's still the same
I could give my bitch the world, I bet she'd still complain
Cause in the end I'm just the one they always wanna blame
Eyes blood shot red, my soul still bleedin'
Tech, my cup red but yet I'm still cheesin'
I'm too fed up, I think that you don't need me
Hoes they still gone, that shit done got me weepin'
This pill ain't the same when you out for the reachin'
Mama said I'm too skinny, fuck what the reason
I be eating percs like they skittles, trick or treatin'
I ain't never had no guidance, fuck it, I don't need it
Writing on this beat just like a memoir, I hope you read it
Oxycotton beating on my chest, I ain't breathin'
Asking all the dead like why they test me 'cause I need them
I just want my opps all dead, can't live freely
Off two pills I'm blind, can't see stevie
Bae say she hooked up on them percs, I'm the reason
Hate hitting in my veins like it's heroin
All emotions felt blank, they ain't settle in
But in the end it hits harder when I fall, found me dizzy off the pills
Blood's splattered off my wall, lemme argue with this y'all
They ain't never asked me how I'm feeling in my brain once
Robbed me for my love and left me nothing but a hug
All my memories fading then we hit it in a blunt
Lace this shit with pain, now it's hitting like it's runtz
Maybe I was stupid from the jump
Maybe I'm the one we should blame since we dumb
Maybe I should say fuck it, pill got me numb
I am not a role-model, my darling, so tell me what's the problem?
My daddy drank whole bottles and cigarettes, it's problems
Now I'm like "Oh mama, that really is my father"
Now I'm like "Oh mama, he kick us out constant"
But you a queen, mama, don't let that man doubt ya
I'mma get green, mama, and take us out, watch it
I know I'm a feen, mama, don't judge me with my problems
I just made poor choices, don't be like me Eliajah
Looking at Chassity like "I'm sorry that I'm toxic"
I was just programmed that it's okay, It's non-sense
I was just programmed that it's okay, It's non-sense
Looking at chassity like "I'm sorry that I'm toxic"
I was just programmed that it's okay, It's non-sense
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