Yeah
I wasn't right within
Was lyin' tryna find a slim openin'
To cope with grim realities of hopelessness
The casualties are broken men
Unhappily devoted when they hit me
All the walls were tryna kiss me, they were closin' in
I'm soakin' in a tub, how the fuck did this all happen?
Can I fasten my seatbelt before the tree in me unwrappin'
A blanket I can't escape, hit the brakes that I haven't brake
And the weight that I feel is achin'
They say we don't feel the same shit
The pain isn't real, I'm famous
The cage that I'm in is dangerous
I'm chained up, the perception anxious
Every day I'm faced the anguish of fakin' and savin' faces
So drainin' I pray it changes
Self-hatred is an understatement for makin' the bed I lay in
My faith and my patience shakin, I'm cravin' a new awakenin'
I'm chasin' myself, I'm wavin', complainin' that I'm evadin'
Betrayin' myself was strainin' and slayed by my past, I'm racin'
That engine a ???, I'm blazin' whatever's failin'
And scrapin' up the remainin', be shapin' my soul creatin'
Embracin' the new foundation, no swayin', no more decayin'
The process of excavation, surveillin' what needs replacin'
This daily can't get complacent, I'm takin' solo vacations
I need solitude, I think a bottle too
Many problems do, did not wanted to
Upset my family plus I got the news
That sadness ain't allowed from the same crowd that turns around and ask for sad songs, tell me how?
'Cause as a man, you cannot frown, don't make a sound, just a stand up proud
No one appreciatin' us until we're dead and underground
It's no surprise that suicide is super high, it's not unusual
'Cause men know that they only get their flowers at the funeral
We're hardenin' ourselves instead of gardennin' ourselves
Suppressed emotions, we're alone and now we're targettin' ourselves
Don't wanna talk to at a crowd and feel I'm comin' off weak
Some women lookin' at you lesser if there's tears on your cheek
But if there's tears tattoed that same girl is a freak
So they attracted to the pain, unless they hear the pain speak
Society, romanticizin' silent sufferers, stoicism is sexy
Unless he can't show that he fucks with her, if that's your girl, be done with her
'Cause if you're numb to the pain, then you're numb to the pleasure
Whether it's sun or it's rain, to you it's all the same weather
These days I'm better off, retreated and reserved
Down a resort to re-emerge
Feelin' recharged and reassured that I'm
Enough
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