Yeah, OG, Listen!
Am about to tell you a story
I have never shared
I've always kept it to my self
Hopefully mtaniskiza
A traumatic experience
And no, am not asking for your help
But hii kitu iliniumiza
Listen up
But just before you scroll ngonja
Hii stori nadhani inaeza fikia all borders
Wanna tell you about this gal called Ruby Jezebel
A.K.A empress, queen of Golgotha
Fine gyal originally she was from Nakuru
But upon kufika Nai she settled in Buruburu
She was 19 I guess siko sure about the age
But the first time we met ilikuwa ni Buru stage
I was in fourth form nilikuwa nimetoka funkie Aquinas
Nikingojea mat ya Oyole inishukishie Masimba
She was alone rocked in a blue blouse and some jeans
Am like this gotta be the hottest gal I've ever seen
Started a conversation hoping I will see her later
Since I didn't have a phone she wrote her number on a paper
Kufika home nikaomba mother simu ndio nimcall
That's how we started vibing ju nilikuwa nishafall
Told her mi bado stude na bado niko system
She told me she is in college and a devoted christian
Long story short, me and Ruby started dating
But coz she was slightly older bunch of people started hating
After kumada chuo me and her were still together
I wasn't sure that hii kitu ingelast forever
Didn't have a stable job, I was a part-time bouncer
Slash rapper slash waiter wa kuserve watu kwa counter
Ruby was working in Westy, front desk
She was earning more than me, I was hoping I won't mess
Coz most of the time, ye ndo alikuwa ananipa fare
Hakuna siku ingepita kama Ruby hajaniombea
Then suddenly vitu zikaanza kuchange
Ruby akaacha kwenda church Ruby akaanza kuwa strange
Ruby anaonekana Westy anabebebwa ndani ya Range
But despite hizi mashida my love was still the same
I talked to her about it but she never seemed interested
She didn't care about the love that we had invested
Ah Mashallah but a nigga never gave up
I gave her time to think hoping we was gonna make up
Two months down the line Ruby hataki kuniona
Heart broken I mean she almost left me in a comma
She moved from Buruburu mpaka uptown Lavi
Kazi ilikuwa tu saa ni kugeuza ma sugardaddy
She blocked me on her phone
So there is no way I coulda reach her
That's when I realized enyewe hii kitu imeisha
And like a real man you know why I had to accept
Coz a girl's decision is something that you gotta respect
Yeah I was hurt but I moved on still
Ruby was living her best life cz the dude had meals
Popping bottles on the photos that she posted on the net
I was laughed at coz I was getting roasted by my ex
Yeah I learned alot from that experience
Stopped dating and when I date is wasn't serious
Coz sikutaka commitment, guess this what they mean't
When they said ati vitu kwa ground ni different
Fast forward, three years later nikiwa kwa hao
Got a call from Ruby akinirequest tumeet tao
I agreed coz on the real I was curious
She was my girl once, so vako singemkulia
Mpango za Mungu saa zingine hatuoni
Imagine this is the same day that I also met with Boni
And Ruby never showed up for the meeting
Nikacatch kiasi coz pia simu alikuwa hashiki
I went back home nikicheka tu
After kujiaibisha something I said I will never do
Two days later nikiwa FB nikaamua kusearch Ruby
Then I saw a post saying RIP alipass juzi
You see Ruby commited suicide on the same exact day
Me and her were supposed to meet
And this is after finding out that she had contracted HIV
She also left me a letter, akiniambia pole
And apologising for, you know what I had to go through
After we separated, and I just feel so,
I always feel upset about it
Rest in Peace Ruby damn!
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