This one brought me to my knees because I needed to confess when you've been a wild child Youve got plenty on your conscience
They don't sing your praises cos convos can get response less, but I just keep on speaking regardless i do the longest
I started off confronting my demons but they were monstrous, then I became the monster, starting acting bonkers
Heartbreak connecting to pounds so then I got hundreds, turned them into thousands thats robberies from Hondas
I had to say it all thats why im dropping to my knees incase I have to crawl, ran before I learnt to walk, sang before I learnt to talk, middle fingers up both screaming fuck the law like im a Tupac shakur so many times I snapped a jaw
Last time we spoke about me seeing my potential, I was broke and couldn't afford the rental on my residential, when I wrote them first tapes I was still struggling with my mental, when I listen back I was I wrote them with a pencil
When your heart feels like it froze up, and you don't wanna loose your composure
I was that stressed Kevlar plates in my black vest, escape and invest, Monte Carlo live on the interest
Im calm now but ive been vexed, I say im humble then I jump out of the lambo windswept and im like Whats with all these fancy things I must've been on Pinterest I told myself I'd get it all but back then j was in debt
You left me, tired and lonely and I can't believe im still waiting around
I dont wanna cry but you know me so well
I just wanna hold back the tears they keep coming
Yo, look, yo, see when the love doesn't work that means your hearts broken, blind to the bigger picture eyes half open sometimes im hopeless, giving into psychosis but they look at me for guidance now like I am Moses, I told myself I'd win when I was homeless, mind focused
I used to feel like an imposter in designer loafers
I hope the weed smokers reload this
Jaded jaded jaded thats me emotions
I told them walk with me, Hail Mary would you run quick see
They wanna see you drown, what if you decide to fly
Time after time ive cried im dry
There's no tears in me there's no fear in me I know you be standing here with me in my ear whispering a prayer but I told ya im a soldier and my heart with be strong till I disappear
You left me, tired and lonely and I, can't believe im still waiting around
I dont wanna cry but you know me so well
I just wanna hold back the tears they keep coming
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