I got stuck when I was twenty-two
Suicidal thoughts, but I made it through
Got sent to the ward 'cause my mind was ill
Yet I chose to spit out hospital pills
I ain't havin' dinner with the devil anymore
When you're close to dyin', it really gives you perspective
How it all can be taken away, then you'd regret it
I felt so lonely, my pain, I was avoidant
But Hell kept bringin' me down 'cause of my choices
Relapsed too many times
Started to see the damage of imbalance
Breakin' addictions, they never come without a challenge
So maybe it's time to show the world my fuckin' talent
It wasn't somethin' I ain't used to
Self-sabotage in my comfort zone of abuse
Luckily, I believed in myself
But sometimes you gotta ask for help
Know you love me on my best side, best side
Crazy how I made it there
Catch me on my best side, best side
Maybe you can meet me there, yeah
I got caught up in the drugs and smoke
Fortunately, I didn't overdose
I'm grateful that I pulled through
I'm sick and tired of this feeling and I need a rope
I wan' throw it to the ceiling, let it pull me up
And it's time to leave my demons 'cause I've had enough
I be talkin' 'bout redeeming, I ain't givin' up
And my mother kept getting cancer
Maybe that's the reason for my tantrums
It was fuckin' with me time and time without an answer
Now I bottle up and hold it in, but I'm a Cancer
We ain't meant to hold emotions in, so I'm gon' blow
Guess it's hard to see
Misfelt pain makes misery
Traps you for eternity
'Til you let it go
Know you love me on my best side, best side
Crazy how I made it there
Catch me on my best side, best side
Maybe you can meet me there, yeah
I got caught up in the drugs and smoke
Fortunately, I didn't overdose
I'm grateful that I pulled through
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