People change
People wander
People run from the ones
They used to call lover
People stray away
From their mothers
But I can't stay
When no one wants me around
I walk on the curb
Down Lonely Avenue
I burned every bridge
From everyone I knew
I don't wanna live
But God still wants me to
Buy how am I supposed to view
A life without color
Damn
I lay in bed
I hate my meds
Thoughts racing in my head
I roll over
Then I notice
I ain't sober
The pain is my friend
Because happy's never over
A loaner
With a motor that stays on E
Never thought I'd be like this
Poor me
Can't you see that I need a friend
I'm only twenty eight
But I feel I've reached the end
Damn
Do You ever feel like pain is endless
Like it never gets better
It just stays relentless
Forensics couldn't solve this brain of mine
I lost my mind
So it's hard to find
Some time
To reflect
But instead I sweat
Regret
Retread
All I do's neglect
My sanity
No vanity
See people stare
But no one cares
I was a mess
Where I used to be living
I thought that I could rid my depression
But my thoughts never ease up
The seasons they freeze up
I'm screaming for reasons
But I don't recognize myself in the mirror
I swear this reflection I see ain't me
This medication I'm on
Don't make it no clearer
My therapist keeps telling me
To keep holding on
But what's a life without color
People change
People wander
People run from the ones
They used to call lover
People stray away
From their mothers
But I can't stay
When no one wants me around
I walk on the curb
Down Lonely Avenue
I burned every bridge
From everyone I knew
I don't wanna live
But God still wants me to
Buy how am I supposed to view
A life without color
Foods even tasting bland
Been drunk all week
Sobers tasting bad
Still parked in the rain
While I wait for gas
But this weeks been trash
It can't wait to pass
I'm over
Loaner down lonely roads
By mood plays games
Like it's different modes
Different strokes
Made for some different folks
People say I'm living different
Am I living
No
I wanna thank my stress
I wanna thank my meds
One more therapy sesh
Maybe that'll fix my mess
That I call my head
With a brain depressed
I need to take some time
Till they ask me why
Then I lie
And I say I'm fine
Just hold the line
There's some color in life
But jokes on me
Cuz I'm color blind
(Chorus)
I was a mess
Where I used to be living
I thought that I could rid my depression
But my thoughts never ease up
The seasons they freeze up
I'm screaming for reasons
But I don't recognize myself in the mirror
I swear this reflection I see ain't me
This medication I'm on
Don't make it no clearer
My therapist keeps telling me
To keep holding on
But what's a life without color
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
How am I supposed to view
A life without color
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