Let's just be honest Jesus, I'm a mess
Can't seem to fill this void of emptiness
My bills are paid but I'm still stressed
I need you, I need you
Trying to medicate and dull the pain
Can't hush these voices in my brain
Singing songs to silent sounds of shame
I need you, I need you
But if I tell the truth I'm so afraid of truth
And I know it and you know it
I know I need to pray
But I don't know how to say
I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change
I wanna trust in You
But if I told the truth
I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change
Stuck in between what was and what could be
I'm so afraid to lose the image they see
I don't even know what's happening to me
I need you, I need you
But when I face the facts my feelings aren't facts
I know it, yes I know it
I know I need to pray
I don't know how to say
I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change
I wanna trust in You
But if I told the truth
I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change
Sometimes I feel like I
Like I gotta hide
I just don't get why You stay with me
Cause my faith and my trust are wavering, wavering
Maybe it's all my pride
It's hard to surrender, when I've been pretending
To have it together
But I feel like my world is falling apart
Just need a minute, just a second to catch up
I know I'm not finished
I just can't seem to give up
Help me remember all of the plans we made
When we were both on the same page
On the same page
I know I need to pray
I don't know how to say
I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change
I wanna trust in You
But if I told the truth
I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change
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