I'm always in my head but I never know
I always got a reason but I never show
Always ??? let it grow
My friends want me around so I'm not alone
My mama always calls when I'm on the phone
I call her when I ???
So fuck if I'm the problem
Not like I could solve them
I don't wanna live with the consequence of winning
I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile but, I can't keep crying
So what's another ???
What's the point of dreaming if I never get to sleep in?
What's the point of love if I don't ever get to feel it?
Is it really living if I never find the meaning?
Is it really growing if I always hit the ceiling?
Thought I was above it yet somehow I'm in between it
So fuck if im the asshole
I just wanna get home
Asking for direction but nobody can answer
I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile but, I can't keep crying
Like oh
??? try to leave but I can't go home
Try to sleep but I can't go broke
Hate the way it feels but I can't let go, can't let go
No I can't fuck up
Trying not to think but I think too much
Trying not to move but the world moves on
Starts to feel dizzy but I can't let go, can't let go
I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile but, I can't keep crying
I can't keep crying
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