Late at night, I toss and turn and cannot go to sleep
When I finally close my eyes, I have bad dreams
When I wake up in the morning and I haven't slept a wink
Try to drown all of my feelings in a drink
I'll risk it all
Uh, developin' bad habits, first hit I ever took was like magic
Ran out so I had to get more, every night blowin' smoke out the bathroom window
Tryna hide the smell from my parents, but my blank stare made my usage apparent
Pipe and a lighter stuffed in a shoebox, in the backyard, got a gram and some moon rocks
Who would've thought that I would try opiates? Old manager had copious amounts
Homies around me doin' cocaine, rubbin' all the extra dust on the inside of they mouth
Fans at the show, they offerin' me substance, take it and give it to my security guards
They smokin' it outside of the hotel, trippin', I guess it ain't really weed at all
Hittin' my vape on a plane, I'm high every day, stress from the newfound fame
It feel like holes in my brain formin', years spent runnin' from the pain
Can't think straight, don't stop, try another strain, doin' it just to maintain
What do you gain? Staying up all night tweaking
Roll it up, breakin' down again, again
Late at night, I toss and turn and cannot go to sleep
When I finally close my eyes, I have bad dreams
When I wake up in the morning and I haven't slept a wink
Try to drown all of my feelings in a drink
I'll risk it all to feel alive, leave without saying goodbye
I take the fall without a second thought, don't care if I survive
I'll risk it all to feel alive, leave without saying goodbye
I take the fall without a second thought, don't care if I survive
I'll risk it all
I'll risk it all chasing that first hit or something to quench my thirst with
Started drinking over the pandemic more heavily, nicotine with the bottle so heavily
Beer, malt liquor, whiskey, tequila in the freezer, celebrate for no reason
Wake up feelin' like shit, then do it again, homie notified he losin' a friend
Overdosed on them pills laced with fent, we were buyin' so many drugs, we barely made rent
Experiment with them shrooms and the acid, my homie fried himself, he never came back
Only thing keepin' me sane was making tracks, writin' raps I didn't know would earn me plaques
Smokin' until both my lungs turned black, blowin' up saved me from dying on crack
I lose sleep thinking about that, what if I had died before I could do great things?
I cannot forgive myself, my pipe on the shelf, clean and unused, paying my dues
To this day I wouldn't change a thing, everything I've been through's sacred
Everyday faded, a kid extractin' the love from the hatred
And because of that I made it
Late at night, I toss and turn and cannot go to sleep
When I finally close my eyes, I have bad dreams
When I wake up in the morning and I haven't slept a wink
Try to drown all of my feelings in a drink
I'll risk it all to feel alive, leave without saying goodbye
I take the fall without a second thought, don't care if I survive
I'll risk it all to feel alive, leave without saying goodbye
I take the fall without a second thought, don't care if I survive
I'll risk it all
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