Stop trying to not care
Just stop caring about whether you care
I've been there
In my eyes you're still a dreamer
And I'm getting nearer
I can see by the way you smile at everything
And cry at nothing
I imagine it's more peaceful
Than my demeanour
Some night's decoration
And self-deprecation
I might just give in
But in my eyes I'm getting nearer
To hitting zero
Darling, that's some dead conversation
Riving me up a little
I'm sick and tired of feeling underwhelmed
I'm undecided, and I'm so middle
In my dreams I'm sinking once more
And it seems
It's all coming real
I felt it in my bones
And that's the last time I feel
I'll ever get a hold
Of what means to be here
I'm not good at being told
What to do with the years
I'm starting to feel old for once
Forget the bad times
Blame them on some bad guy
Forget the good things
They're just to pass time
Don't act like you're excited
Don't act like you're not dying
Stop trying to be sad
No, you know it ain't bad
I can't cope with myself
But at night you caught me crying
Wouldn't be lying if I said
That I'm feeling like a ghost
Time feels like the weather
The air feels like a muzzle
And this weight feels like a feather
And I'm plotting my escape
Until I wake
Won't you just
Acknowledge my adoration
You're just messing up my system
I'm tryna have a drink
And watch your face clocked at my vision
But at night I'm sinking once more
And it seems
It's all coming real
I felt it in my bones
And that's the last time I feel
I'll ever get a hold
Of what means to be here
I'm not good at being told
What to do with the years
I'm starting to feel old for once
And in the streets I feel sombre
Every way I see
Ever see ?
Well the sea could be a dream
And in the backseat of the longing
The monotony's obscene??
Change me into watch
?
Control
You're running back
The same broken hope
So many people
Their names they're on your phone
So many people
When you're left alone
You thought it was real
You thought it was real
My mouth's shut I can't scream
The horrors that I've seen
My eyes glued to the screen
Pretending that you meant
And these television dreams
Everyone I love isn't there, actually
I thought it was real
I thought it was real
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