Lost apart of me
Tryna gain it back
Got therapy mentally
Need therapy for my soul
Just fighting demons
I'm making it
Healing slowly
I promise y'all
Yeah
Bankroll
I've been goin through alot of things lately
(Lately)
And I'm just tryna to find my way up out the dark
You feel me
(Feel me)
I'll be damn if I let a hard time change me
(Won't change me)
Im tryna find my way up out the dark
Oh , you gotta feel me
Feel me
Thought about taking my life away a couple times
Tryna make it
Venting my soul to the world
Preventing the pain in the future
Misunderstood
Rep for the people the deal with mental health
Know how u feel
The struggle is real
Y'all not alone
Just venting
Wish I can exchange my pain to talk to my grandma one more time
Tryna find my way outta a dark place
Get on my knees to the surface
Pray
Mediate
Struggle is real mentally
Especially when I've been thru a lot
Lost love ones & close ones
Stay high all of the time so I won't lose my mind
Stay positive all the time so I won't feel traumatized from certain things in the past
Smiles can hide so much fears , pain, & tears
One thing for sure it gives me strength
Yeah bankroll
I've been goin through alot of things lately
(Lately)
And I'm just tryna to find my way up out the dark
You feel me
(Feel me)
I'll be damn if I let a hard time change me
(Won't change me)
Im tryna find my way up out the dark
Oh , you gotta feel me
Feel me
Long process tryna heal
Let the pin & paper express how I feel
Speak to my soul
Not in a good State of mind
Feel so cold
Very dark
Very foggy
Every day tryna learn how to love myself
Ppl asking me why I don't have any emotions
Answer back told them I let my emotions out so much in situations to the point
I don't have no emotions
Need peace
Don't need to explain myself
Feel like my feelings don't get no where no matter what it is
Not saying no one don't get a shit
Wanna do better
Could do better
Ppl in my circle say they wanna be there more
Don't go by words
Go by actions
Y'all wanna be there more
Speak it to an existence
No distractions
Yeah bankroll
Tryna make it
I've been goin through alot of things lately
(Lately)
And I'm just tryna to find my way up out the dark
You feel me
(Feel me)
I'll be damn if I let a hard time change me
(Won't change me)
Im tryna find my way up out the dark
Oh , you gotta feel me
Feel me
Animal bout to unleashed
On a rage
Stuck in a cage
Been down bumpy paths
Been focus on the craft
Need to therapy for my soul
Stayin to myself
Im a therapist to everyone
God is my therapist
Only depend on him
At war with demons
Trim down the demons
Shoutout to Ariana
Shoutout to bestfriend
I ain't shit without yall
Love y'all to death foreal
Really appreciate y'all
Tryna be a better man
Many times was running around in the streets to take pain away
Get high so much to take my pain away
Always been a loner fighting demons on sight
Talk to my grandma every night
Put my pain thru my rapping if I don't
I'm gon start snapping
Tryna get outta that dark place
Yeah Bankroll
I've been goin through alot of things lately
(Lately)
And I'm just tryna to find my way up out the dark
You feel me
(Feel me)
I'll be damn if I let a hard time change me
(Won't change me)
Im tryna find my way up out the dark
Oh , you gotta feel me
Feel me
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