Forgive me I'v been drinkin
Back road and I'm thinkin
Remembering the band played on
While the ship's sinkin
No matter what I do
There's no escaping my past
I do everything I can
And it keeps chasing my ass
I know my karma is constant
For all the hearts that I broke
Knowing I'll never be forgiven
That shit bothers my soul
When it's thrown up in my face
Man that shit fucks up my day
No matter what I do I feel
I'm only judged by mistakes
Even if the good outweighs
It by a million to one
They still gonna hate me
For the single fuckin thing that I done
Even if the good outweighs
It by a million to one
They still gonna hate me
For the single fuckin thing that I done
I try not to think of hard times
I try hard to let the past go
I thank God that I'm a changed man
But some days I'm that same Asshole
Same old me the same back roads
A couple of crosses and a black rose
Singing the same old sad song
I must admit I'm infatuated with sad clowns
I guess they help me better understand my dad now
Those that entertain at the expense pain
Those that dance in rain
Instead of just complain
My brother always said
I was ahead of the game
Even before the fuckin money hit
The jealousy came
Put it all on the line
There's not regrets in this shit
I admit besides the blessings
There was lessons in it
They said life was a marathon
Tighten up cause you gotta run
I know the dollar spends
As fast as the dollar comes
While these other rap dudes
In the strip club with a lot of ones
I'm just trying to buy a [?]
And start my kids a college fund
For real
I try not to think of hard times
I try hard to let the past go
I thank God that I'm a changed man
But some days I'm that same Asshole
Same old me the same back roads
A couple of crosses and a black rose
Singing the same old sad song
Can I be real for a minute?
Release this passion within
My fat ass gettin bigger
I need to get back to the gym
I'm looking at myself like
How the fuck this happen again
Baby mama got out of jail
And she done relapsed again
I swear I'm telling y'all the truth
There's so much shit in the air
My father got leukemia
He just left critical care
Not to mention mama's got dementia
Man's she's always feeling sick
I tried to help and pay the rent
But she's unhappy as it gets
I cannot complain
Because my daughter's doing great
Plus this music's such a dream
What the fuck you think it ain't
But please make no mistake
Baby after this show
I'm all alone on this road
Heading back to my home
I try not to think of hard times
I try hard to let the past go
I thank God that I'm a changed man
But some days I'm that same Asshole
Same old me the same back roads
A couple of crosses and a black rose
Singing the same old sad song
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